Guess Me Not

Please don’t assume me. Don’t assume I am like this and like that. Don’t assume I won’t. Don’t assume I will. I want to let you know that you are not making my decisions so it is waste of time to assume me. Take your chance with truth and be ready for an answer that might not align with your prediction as I ready myself with unpredictable reaction to my delivery. Don’t hate me if I surprise you by going against your idea. Don’t like me just because I agree with you. Hate me if I really don’t make sense and there is no room for understanding. Still find me fond if you can agree with my disagreement.

Accept me raw and truly, don’t flaunt too much and accessorize your presentation because I am not good with elegance. Accept my simple and sincere words as I am not good with sophisticated vocabularies to amuse your ears. Please don’t tempt my heart when you need to talk to my head and don’t charm my head when you need to move my heart. If I notice your intention and sincerity doesn’t align with your presentation, don’t fault me for your discomfort of my uncaring response.

Know what you really want but don’t assume I will give you what you want. That is greed. Don’t make me repeat and don’t repeat yourself. I hear it well the first time and I want you to do the same. Please don’t mistaken my silence as weakness and acceptance. I rather keep quiet than engage in conversations full of personal agendas. Don’t mistaken my short and simple speech as passive message, my words can mean much more once you realize ‘the reality’ is no joke. My flowy movement could be a disguise of roar within. My unserious demeanour could be a disguise of strict order in my thoughts. My soft appearance could be a disguise of my inner strength. Nonchalant but analytical, guess me not.