Jack of All Character

        I may look like I have my guards up all the time, but most of the time they are down and I am fine to tell you this because I have pretty efficient reaction time to process if there is any attack. I abide by the rules strictly to break them at times as long as I am the only one affected. I have been trained to execute work seamlessly and tidy, and to leave no room for backlash. Don’t assume I strive for perfection, I don’t seek it at all. I have train of ‘oops’ moments and ‘hmm’ moments. By nature, I am not timid or heartless, I am just well trained. Trained through quite tough, demanding and unforgiving people and society. I prefer not to be in control but learned to, I have cold hearted robe I put on when needed because the natural me would let the bad guy have it his way. I don’t like forced learning or timed learning so having to learn and understand situations to keep level headed in ‘situations’ is very demanding. My natural actions are far from intimidating, but I learned I have such trait that comes over the surface if triggered.

My world away from the seriousness is quite questionable one, a clumsy odd ball as I am told - if you know, you know. I am unbothered or maybe more don’t want to be bothered. The best time is when I can zoom out of reality and shut off everything around me. I can think with intention to find solutions to problems or think about just about anything without goal and intention. I hide from spotlights and interest. I am useless in hyping up mood, but not a mood breaker in any situations. I played many characters with countless emotions through various expressions to survive ‘life’ but I could be the most plain person. I am just a Jack of all character in a basic tool box.